Monster

"You were my conscious, so solid, now you're like water. Then we started drowning. Not like we'd sink any further. But I let my heart go, It's somewhere down at the bottom. But I'll get a new one and come back for the hope that you've stolen."




-Paramore

Memories revisited.

Talking about songs and an endless well of memories they bring, well, here's another one.

Why am I remembering all these stuff? Well, firstly It's been almost a year. And secondly, I think my unconscious is telling me that I terribly miss you.
Tbh,not only my onconscious screams "i miss you" ...

I sence there's something in the wind,that feels like tragedy's at hand.
And though I'd like to stand by him,can't shake this feeling that I have.
The worst is just around the bend; and does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me? I think It's not to be..

What will become of my dear friend? Where will his actions lead us then?[...]
And will we ever end up together? No, I think not,It's never to become, for I am not the one..

Memories.

Amazing how a simple song can bring back so many memories! It's kind of funny thinking about those times, a year ago. I do miss those days. Back then, everything was..complicated, yet in a strange and familiar way. Some weeks later, everything was so mysterious but wonderful :) I remember the beginning of a strong bond, I never imagined could be born.
I remember those days like no time has passed. Maybe because they are so important to me. I remember the discussions, the laughter..the drawings(haha) Ah,that laughter. Spending endless time laughing over a misunderstanding that made so much sense :) I remember words said, actions done, thoughts kept in secrecy..
*mushroom hanging out of the pocket*
Jeez, I can remember so many things!
*guy runs in a meadow wearing uniform bought with grandparent's money*

"Ma belle"

Yeah, I miss those times. And I'll always keep thinking about them with a smile on my face. Like I'm doing right now. :)
And yes, this post was written pretty-much for myself. So many memories I want to write down so that I can remember them forever..Yet,I know, words can only describe just a little piece of reality of what it used to be like, of how I felt.

Oh,and by the way, I miss you,too.
<3

Wonder why do we race,when everyday we're running in circles [..]

Tried to open up my eyes,I'm hoping for a chance to make it alright.

When I wake up, the dream isn't done. I wanna see your face and know I made it home.

If nothing is true,what more can I do? 

I am still painting flowers for you..

What you Want

I just can't ignore the fact that.. Evanescence have released a brand new single after 4 whole years!!! Enjoy it here
Album release date: 10/11/11

"There's still time

close your eyes

only love will guide you home

Tear down the walls and free your soul

Till we crash we're forever spiraling down, down, down, down"
<3 

Into the West

-Annie Lennox

Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night is falling
You've come to journey's end
Sleep now
And dream of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across the distant shore

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears will pass away
Safe in my arms
You're only sleeping

What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come to carry you home

And all will turn
To silver glass
A light on the water
All souls pass

Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through shadows falling
Out of memory and time
Don't say: «We have come now to the end»
White shores are calling
You and I will meet again

And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping

Hero.

Holding out for a hero ~ Bonnie Tyler

Where have all the good men gone and where are all the gods ?
Where's the street-wise Hercules to fight the rising odds ?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed ?
Late at night I toss and I turn and I dream of what I need

I need a hero, I'm holding out for at hero 'till the end of the night
He's gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero, I'm holding out for a hero 'till the morning light
He's gotta be sure and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life, larger than life.

Somewhere after midnight, in my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I could swear there is someone somewhere, watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain and the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach, like a fire in my blood

Exceptions.

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing