Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Behind the Great Wall of Feelings.

There comes a time in your life that you go through unbearable pain. It's not a rule, but it's a common observation. When this time comes, your whole world spins around and twirls, you go through many phases of sadness and pain, you sometimes cry yourself to sleep..
But, finally, you wake up one day to realise that this whole suffering is just another moment in your past, a devilish nightmare, born only to make you feel stronger. From this day on, a brand new YOU is born. A tougher one, maybe less naive, more cagey.. During the next chapter of your life, mistakes of your past come into your attension. Brick by boring brick, you start to build a wall around you, keeping your heart out of the reach of people. You lock yourself behind this wall, controlling your feelings in a way no one can hurt them. You refuse to let the world sink into your soul, afraid that you might get hurt again. You just observe the world around you, sometimes disappointed by the hypocrisy of humans, not cabable of really caring about others.Burried behind your own fear, you refuse to let your feeling dance inside your heart.

I'm afraid to fall in love again.
..and you said don't!

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