Saturday, January 29, 2011

A Dustland Fairytale.

Unce upon a time, in a faraway kingdom, was living a 16-year-old girl, Crystal. In that kingdom, life wasn't as we know it here. Day and night existed,but time did not. The sky was purple and the flowers had a candy colour. The flowers were made of varius colours they were spread in endless meadows.
Crystal was exactly as her name suggested: she had a clear, soft-white skin, sparckling brown eyes and black-like-midnight hair. She used to avoid cutting them, but when she felt like she needed a change in her life,she cut them short. Crystal was in love with the prince of the kingdom,Stephan. He was tall, dark and with blue eyes like the ocean. His smile was radiant and dazzling. But she didn't feel that way because of his looks. She liked every part of his personality. He was kind, noble, intellingent and most of all, good-hearted. He really loved the people of his kingdom and cared about every single one of them. Everyday she was hoping that her prince would notice her. And that day finally came.

Crystal was walking by the sea,watching the sunset, when she heard a horse approching. She looked around and saw the prince of her dreams on a white horse approaching her. Of course,when she saw that he was looking at her,she blushed. Stephan descended from his horse and came close to her. He stopped right beside her and whispered to her ear. "Beautiful, isn't it?"
Crystal was astonished by the warmth of his voice. Her cheeks were still bright red and she just nodded her head. They stared at the sunset in silence. Finally Stephan br0ke the silence and asked Crystal if she wanted to go for a walk with him. She agreed and they set off.
Crystal was feeling like she was living in a dream. Stephan asked her everything about herself as the walked in a meadow with light-blue flowers. The vivid blue of his eyes could not be compared with the colour of the flowers. They walked and laughed, sang and danced like they knew each other forever. Crystal was living her fairytale. Stephan's eyes were filled with excitement, as he had finally found what he was looking for. A girl on the same wavelength with him, a girl who made him laugh, a girl with whom he could get as crazy as he could but could also make a very serious conversation with. Someone special.
Laughing, they layed down in the meadow. Stephan stared deep down in Crystal's eyes and saw the lost paradise he was searching for. His finger brushed her rosy cheek. A wide smille was spread along both of their faces. Nothing else matter,except that moment. Then their lips finally met.

(a too-honey-filled story, and a really impossible one. Oh well,that's what fairytales are usually about.)

Friday, January 28, 2011


Dear I-trust-people side of me,

One thing you should learn during your life: humans will betray you. Eventually they are all going to lie to you, use you, pretend they like you and in the end betray you. What? You trust people? Nah. A few are those who deserve your trust. But remember: the greater the trust, the greatest the betrayal. Be careful. Watch your back. Choose the ones worth your trust carefully. Don't come to me crying after a betrayal, 'cause I'll say "I told you so". Don't let thoughts like "ooh he's sooo nice, i can trust him" cloud up your judgement. And most of all, NEVER let your feelings lead you to do something reckless. Because, damn, you have a mind! Learn how to use it wisely please.

P.S. Better be safe than sorry!

I-don't-trust-people-anymore side of me

Thursday, January 20, 2011


There is a theory that everything that happens is just a coincidence. Nothing means anything. It's just the mind of the humans who would like to think that what happened had happened for a reason/has a meaning that makes them believe in fate/destiny.
On the other hand, there's the theory that everything happens for a reason. I believe the second one. I'd like to think that everything happens for the best,and sooner or later (or maybe never) we will find out. That doesn't mean that we don't have our free will. We always have a choice. And our choices make us who we are (personal opinion). But i don't believe in destiny. As long us we have a choice,we can make our own path.
I'm writing this post because during the last few months too many "coincidences" happened in my life. Too many in a short while,which makes them too good to be true. I'd like to think that they are not just coincidences. But maybe because i don't want them to be,doesn't mean they are not. It's just they are TOO many. And damn, everything happens for a reason. Or maybe it's just my head playing tricks on me. Which i'm positive,it's not.
I could really use some answers right now.

Saturday, January 15, 2011


Holding out for a hero ~ Bonnie Tyler
Where have all the good men gone and where are all the gods ?
Where's the street-wise Hercules to fight the rising odds ?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed ?
Late at night I toss and I turn and I dream of what I need

I need a hero, I'm holding out for at hero 'till the end of the night
He's gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero, I'm holding out for a hero 'till the morning light
He's gotta be sure and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life, larger than life.

Somewhere after midnight, in my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I could swear there is someone somewhere, watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain and the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach, like a fire in my blood

Friday, January 7, 2011

Guardian Angel.

Have you ever felt safety around someone? Like, if that someone's there, everything is going to be okay,no matter what. Feeling protected even if there is no threat. Knowing that someone will always be there for you, ready to listen to any of your problems and stand by your side. Ready to help any time. Making you laugh when you feel like you can't even smile. Your guardian angel.