Sunday, January 15, 2012


That weird feeling was in the air; she could feel it. She knew something was off. Something wasn't right. Something bad was going to happen, but she couldn't put her finger on it. Or maybe she could, but didn't want to. It was one of those times when she felt what was going to happen, but tried to deny it. She preferred to pretend she was ignorant, because what was about to happen, was her worst nightmare. Maybe she was wrong all along; nothing would actually happen. But she had to face the truth, she was rarely wrong. She didn’t want to be pessimistic, but one way or another, no matter how distant in the future, it would eventually happen. However, she felt that the bad news were close; so close, she could reach beyond the veil of the future, and feel the monstrous reality on her fingertips.

She knew. It would happen again.

History would repeat itself. The nightmare would come to life again. She was afraid. She didn't know if she could handle it again. It was true, the last time, she managed to come out of her living hell, alive. Deeply wounded, but still alive. Those wounds were still visible. Over the time they faded, but the scars remained. Those scars would always remind her of the time she lost. The time she lost the most valuable thing she had.
The wounds would open again. She remembered the feeling of being stubbed right through the heart, the overwhelming pain of her heart being ripped open. She shuddered at the thought of how it felt to regret offering her soul to someone. She thought back at the time it took to build all these walls around her. Now the time had come again, they would be destroyed.

Yes, it was close. She wasn't ready to face it. She would never be. But when the time would come, she would stare into the horrific eyes of the Disaster and punch it right in the face. She would come out again alive, stronger.

She would be burned, just to be reborn from the ashes.

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