He’s not coming. I know he’s not. I was sure he forgot and I was right. Or maybe he didn’t even forget. He just didn’t want to come. Another no show. What is going on with him? He forgets me so easily that he doesn’t even have to try. All my hopes about seeing him vanish into thin air. How can he forget me like that? He keeps doing this on an on lately. Maybe he doesn’t care about me any more. If I live or die, if im happy or not. He seems indifferent, although he says he’s not. There are times that it feels so good that I know he’s honest and he really loves me. But sometimes he’s so cold that im wondering what is going on inside his head. I’d be really glad to know.. it would keep me from too much trouble and wondering..